Benfleet boy ended up ever so slightly breaking my heart. Someone who I thought was completly harmless ending up harming me the most.
Now i am completly alone. No mr artist, no Benfleet boy. There is no one.
I need to keep reminding myself I am going travelling. I am LEAVING and there is no point in getting attached to anyone.
But alas I am pretty ungrateful...try telling someone to be alone who is surrounded by settled and loved up couples.
