Lets pretend for a moment that I believe he is sincere in his words and his actions. Can someone really fake such sweetness for a mindless shag?
Little things like buying my favorite chocolate bar, giving me his jumper when he could tell I was cold in the cinema, picking me up in the silly hours of the morning from a night out and not even trying anything....surely this isn't the act of a temporary moment of lust?
But i've been out of the game for a while. Maybe this is how guys work these days. A part of me gets really uncomfortable when he mentions sex. But maybe i'm just scared because i'm not ready to, or maybe i'm scared that all this loveliness will go away and he'll generally reveal himself to be an arsehole. Or maybe, just maybe i'm scared above all, that after he's slept with me he'll stick around...and my feelings will go deeper. And....
Let's just leave that as a dot dot dot for now. Too much thinking involved!
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